Everything happens for reasons.
A lot of questions rise… answers are revealed in so many ways.
I thank Allah, He has set up a very careful plan… so that I understand. So that I understand. Making sense of this whole thing!
It’s not going to be easy. Never be easier. And it’s going to be a looooong journey. Relatively. Yes, relatively. Because after all this world is just a pit stop. You know how pit stop is like…. you have only seconds before resuming the race… if you took longer, you’re going to lose…
To tell the truth, only a few days ago the reality sunk in. I mean, REALLY SUNK IN. The fact that I will eventually die. The fact that I am going to die. The fact that I will either make it to Jannah, or suffer in hell…
As I said, many questions rise… and answers are revealed in so many ways. He is the most gracious, the most merciful. I am yet to have all the answers. Still searching. Will continue searching. Guide me Ya Allah.
Every single breath. Every single step. Every single decision. Allahummahdini…
And.. Alhamdulillah for this journey…… I couldn’t ask for more.. I couldn’t ask for a different one… HE knows best. And this is the best one for me….
Allah created each and everyone of us uniquely. Not everyone can make sense of this world by going through the same path.. He knows what’s best for each and everyone of us…. so, be careful everyone…. be careful…. be careful in analyzing whatever that is happening… everything happens for reasons… there are always message, hidden or maybe, can be too obvious… jangan sampai terlepas pandang… don’t let go of something so precious.
Pray so that all of us will be strong, strong enough to face all trials, and strong enough to continue our journey … LA HAWLA WALA KUWWATA ILLA BILLAH .. and pray that HE will erase all negative points in our heart.. over-skeptism, riya’, egoistic, AL-WAHNU… and many others, that we know we have it, but too ignorant to erase it…
And.. I shall end this entry with this ayaah.. my favorite one, currently (Ar-Ra’d:2)
